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2024-03-18 - a face with a view 2024-02-18 - deficits and dead ends 2024-02-13 - snowed under 2024-01-13 - waiting out the season 2023-12-21 - waiting for the waiting's sake. 2023-12-04 - december again, somehow 2023-11-28 - racing downhill into the new year 2023-08-25 - gathering strength 2023-08-06 - 2 blessed 2b stressed 2023-07-29 - panic day 2023-07-25 - on incompatibility 2023-07-23 - summer things. 2023-07-12 - a little bit, and then a little bit more. 2023-07-09 - a little bit sunshine. 2023-05-20 - a downpour in late may 2023-04-28 - no money at all 2023-04-01 - aspiration 2023-02-19 - absent from the plenary session 2023-02-14 - absent winter notwithstanding, spring cannot come too soon 2023-01-25 - late january 2023-01-20 - six good sounds 2023-01-19 - blow ye winds 2022-12-21 - finding my way into the winter holiday. 2022-11-12 - indoors on a cold bright day 2022-11-08 - eclipse 2022-11-06 - ghost clutter 2022-09-26 - first kindergarten sick day 2022-08-01 - - 2022-07-27 - love is to act 2022-07-18 - post-covid fatigue 2022-06-11 - back from alaska 2022-05-11 - after the leak, le déluge 2022-01-25 - dust motes in the sunbeam 2022-01-14 - the burden, split at the seams 2021-07-27 - something other than accomplishments 2021-06-08 - it's early june but it feels like august. 2021-05-29 - tempus fugit. 2021-05-15 - goodbye, little penguins and pastel dinosaurs. 2021-05-03 - garden time 2021-01-16 - exhausted no matter how much I sleep 2020-04-22 - THE BIG MISTAKE. 2020-03-13 - social distancing, day 2 2020-03-13 - social distancing, day 1 2020-01-07 - not asleep 2019-12-22 - the days only grow longer from here on out 2019-12-12 - winter blues, mid december. 2019-11-17 - everything happens, and then we find reasons. 2019-10-27 - phoebe. 2019-05-30 - springtime, briefly 2019-04-03 - a world that moves on. 2019-01-05 - be. 2018-12-21 - the skies and the elements 2018-12-11 - exhaustion 2018-12-03 - good night, sweet dreams 2018-10-11 - to several futures (not to all) 2018-09-14 - pro aris et focis 2018-09-02 - everything is going to be alright 2018-08-21 - we fell upon the earth and ran 2018-08-13 - una hirundo non facit ver 2018-06-25 - always running, just to keep up 2018-06-11 - sad. there is no other word. 2018-05-15 - what are we for, if not for this? 2018-02-26 - in like a lion, out like a different lion. 2018-02-15 - another february 2018-01-29 - it is winter once again. 2018-01-04 - users online right now 2017-11-01 - november already, again. 2017-10-23 - all things pass, all things fade 2017-08-29 - already september 2017-08-06 - i hope i can do this 2017-07-24 - it gets worse or it gets better 2017-05-18 - the truth is, certain mistakes are better than nothing. 2017-05-08 - the day after day 2017-03-31 - ecdysis 2017-03-25 - the only living boy in new york 2016-12-15 - goodbye, fall semester. 2016-12-14 - up reading late at night 2016-12-07 - baby 2016-10-28 - impending 2016-10-07 - instructor's review copy - not for sale 2016-09-04 - where to from here? 2016-07-30 - short letter, long farewell. 2016-07-01 - watch the change in weather. 2016-05-07 - ambitions. 2016-05-01 - watch it grow. 2016-04-28 - expecting 2016-02-22 - things to discard. 2015-19-12 - charleston, 2015. 2015-08-12 - late august. 2015-06-04 - more definitive than any autumn 2015-05-31 - push at the borders 2015-03-01 - where'd you go? 2014-11-18 - today she ate a metaphor and threw it up. 2014-10-23 - such circumstances as these. 2014-09-06 - the apple of my hour 2014-07-30 - an axe for the frozen sea 2014-06-30 - were you happier four months ago? 2014-06-05 - rewriting and editing and cooking down 2014-05-11 - glossa hosei puros 2014-04-17 - this dream, or that one. 2014-04-10 - sunshine hour. 2014-03-04 - ninety days or so. 2014-02-12 - what will i miss? 2014-02-10 - so long, lonesome. 2014-01-15 - nothing was beautiful, and everything hurt. 2014-01-09 - january. 2014-01-06 - my birthday 2014-01-05 - all these salt roads 2013-12-29 - company or solitude 2013-12-23 - you, elusive. 2013-12-20 - strangeworld. 2013-12-15 - entropy takes everything 2013-12-09 - sick day. 2013-12-04 - only ever this. 2013-12-02 - "an increase why is an increase idle, why is silver cloister, why is the spark brighter, if it is brighter is there any result, hardly more than ever." 2013-11-25 - redact and elide 2013-11-23 - caregiver 2013-11-11 - a body, a name, a process 2013-11-07 - each day is shorter than the one before. 2013-11-01 - cur potius lacrimae tibi mi philomela placebant? 2013-10-31 - from here to there, from past to future. 2013-10-28 - one arched eyebrow 2013-10-27 - on finding the email address of my girlfriend from high school 2013-10-15 - canvas sky, muslin tree 2013-10-13 - those lonely friends who gaze at sleeping babies 2013-09-17 - right this minute. right this second. 2013-08-15 - saving the season 2013-08-07 - how to watch the changing weather. 2013-07-17 - poplars, eragny 2013-07-09 - almost as if it were nothing at all 2013-06-29 - - 2013-05-09 - home isn't where it used to be 2013-05-06 - on desire. 2013-04-08 - never any less than this, but sometimes more. 2013-04-03 - hey you walk so slow 2013-03-25 - collected notes and marginalia. 2013-03-22 - self-regulation of intangible commons. 2013-03-15 - the dust of all that settles 2013-03-08 - ten signs that read silence. 2013-02-12 - yours as ever, whistling past the graveyard. 2013-02-12 - the stalking horse. 2013-02-07 - currents shift the day 2013-02-01 - so stuck, here. 2013-01-22 - the strength of the uneroded rock is often attributed to the tightness of its jointing 2013-01-15 - from its own substance into another 2013-01-10 - Vorgeschichte 2013-01-04 - deil take the minister 2012-12-29 - cold wind across the water will pull the tears from your eyes 2012-12-26 - that thing i thought would wreck me 2012-12-17 - these comparative trifles. 2012-12-14 - the promises we make to ourselves. 2012-12-09 - that other livid window 2012-12-03 - with power and great glory. 2012-11-26 - goodbye, enchanted forest. 2012-11-23 - thanksgiving in a strangers' home. 2012-11-21 - certain values of everyone 2012-11-20 - alone in the office, before the holiday. 2012-11-16 - age of innocence 2012-11-12 - nothing, something. 2012-11-05 - city of oaks. 2012-11-02 - the post-storm update. 2012-10-30 - texts from my grandmother, post-storm. 2012-10-24 - blink and you'll miss it. 2012-10-08 - such expressive restraint. 2012-10-01 - the things we do to maintain ourselves 2012-09-24 - on tenterhooks. 2012-09-13 - peripherals 2012-09-07 - what the living do 2012-08-31 - a love of beginnings is a love of endings 2012-08-06 - maine vacation 2012-07-17 - time and its articulation 2012-07-11 - i have had much better times than these/better reasons and better excuses 2012-06-18 - there are certain things that should be left 2012-05-27 - enigmatic relations 2012-05-14 - - 2012-05-07 - tenacious things 2012-05-05 - hollows and hills 2012-05-03 - unfolding as it should 2012-04-26 - don't go down so gently into those inkwells 2012-04-23 - weekend travel 2012-04-16 - make the time change all the time 2012-04-11 - weather and calendar, the pace of things. 2012-04-05 - every problem asks for an answer or solution. 2012-03-20 - act so that there is no use in a centre 2012-03-02 - eight things, and what i paid for them. 2012-02-26 - up the flowers, down the snow. 2012-02-10 - i hope to prevail. 2012-01-31 - how strange it is to be anything at all 2012-01-24 - talk of the weather 2012-01-03 - home for the holidays. 2011-12-26 - hiking alone. 2011-12-16 - food allergies. 2011-11-27 - always this balky thing 2011-11-12 - purkinje shift 2011-11-13 - esse quam videri 2011-11-06 - dance until the dawn 2011-11-03 - essai sur le don 2011-10-30 - here i am in lilac print/preposterously no less than the world 2011-10-18 - well, now we know 2011-09-24 - sandy pine savannah 2011-09-13 - nothing will hold/nothing will fit 2011-08-29 - how did you survive the frost/ knowing the book would close 2011-08-22 - being close together and far apart in happy unity 2011-08-14 - agrodolce 2011-08-14 - how i escaped my certain fate 2011-08-09 - the land was ours before you were a land. 2011-07-21 - what state of life and growth is now arrived and arriving. 2011-07-13 - i found a reason. 2011-07-11 - mike's birthday at the shore 2011-07-08 - all that rises and rains down 2011-06-28 - social practices are bodily and mental routines 2011-06-19 - just me and the cat, and all my thoughts 2011-06-18 - change nothing and continue with immaculate consistency 2011-06-15 - that much will rise for a long time, in many places 2011-05-29 - there are words from which i've had to save myself 2011-05-08 - jasmine, honeysuckle, petrichor 2011-05-07 - oscar is home!! 2011-04-28 - always, these shadows stretch and seep 2011-04-10 - the roots that sleep beneath my feet/and hold the earth in place 2011-04-07 - oscar is missing 2011-04-05 - \"...You are not cast in an heroic mould; your courage will not avail to sustain you in solitude; it merely gives you the temerity to gaze with sang-froid at pictures of Cleopatra.\" 2011-03-28 - best to make bitter, best to make the length tall and nothing broader, anything between the half. 2011-03-15 - they are labyrinths and I learned 2011-03-13 - like a pre-shelled pistachio 2011-03-07 - hope and union 2011-02-22 - numbers of pages have been cut or torn out flying 2011-02-21 - always your sunsets 2011-02-06 - to know in every distortion of the light what fracture is 2011-01-30 - all the sailors wave goodbye 2011-01-17 - when life sank down for a moment, the range of experience seemed limitless 2011-01-16 - everything we say refers to a metanarrative. even saying everything is meaningless. 2011-01-11 - A single apple grew on our tree, which was some kind of miracle because it was a pear tree. 2011-01-09 - still like the thistle-ball 2011-01-09 - several aspirations for new year 2010-12-05 - it comes and goes like the weather 2010-11-25 - the sun amidst small stars 2010-11-24 - Ежик в тумане 2010-11-23 - dyschromatopsia 2010-11-05 - - 2010-11-03 - her face like a shell within its cap, then he knew that cloisters and classics are no use whatsoever. the problem is insoluble 2010-11-02 - are they making progress? 2010-11-01 - the just world fallacy 2010-10-25 - circular logic 2010-10-23 - this double irony 2010-10-06 - papercut bathymetry 2010-09-26 - rain, and scything 2010-09-23 - not wrecked yet 2010-09-22 - hopscotch teardrop 2010-09-04 - more than a year later 2010-09-02 - a common language 2010-08-28 - scrape my heart for clues 2010-08-24 - summer, put up in jars 2010-08-19 - where dead bullies go 2010-07-02 - a poet who dabbled in painting, drawing and sculpture 2010-06-28 - nothing but words/just a shape of dream or night 2010-06-09 - my cousin's wedding 2010-05-09 - weekend evenings 2010-04-26 - any better reason to go or stay 2010-04-23 - myopia, a prism 2010-04-05 - sweeping past like an eclipse 2010-03-22 - warm rain 2010-03-19 - collections work 2010-03-11 - concept and craftsmanship 2010-03-11 - little beads of water on the chairs on the deck 2010-03-09 - once again for thucydides 2010-02-26 - too much, not enough 2010-02-05 - making something out of nothing 'til there's no more nothing left 2010-01-26 - an arpeggio 2010-01-18 - birthday do-over 2010-01-13 - dying 2010-01-09 - les petits poissons rouges. 2010-01-04 - odd, this relationship between love and duty. 2010-01-03 - whether his maker is prepared for the ordeal of meeting him is another matter. 2010-01-02 - the foundation pit 2009-12-31 - genre ambiguous 2009-12-30 - two simple happenings that got entangled 2009-12-17 - - 2009-12-07 - flu season 2009-12-02 - - 2009-11-20 - insomnia 2009-11-13 - this happens again and again 2009-11-09 - under, over, around and through 2009-11-02 - how to do things with words 2009-10-25 - so much of what people believe is thinking is just thinking theater 2009-10-18 - i think something's gone awry down here 2009-07-20 - tired 2009-07-17 - excising with plague and flood all that was not perfect 2009-06-28 - uncomfortable. 2009-06-17 - in total darkness, or in a very large room, very quietly 2009-06-12 - moths in the morning 2009-06-11 - quietism, a heresy. 2009-06-09 - submitted revisions 2009-06-06 - decemberists/raven rock/deuteronomy 2009-05-31 - anticipation, like the weather 2009-05-26 - memorial day 2009-05-25 - trail race 2009-05-22 - what exists must always exist 2009-05-21 - anniversary 2009-05-16 - i am lucky to be so loved 2009-05-12 - alone again tonight, my dear. 2009-05-06 - rain rain rain 2009-05-05 - it won't be long 2009-05-04 - sun and clouds 2009-05-02 - from dead grass and bare dirt 2009-05-02 - after a trip to the special nursery: 2009-04-28 - new plants in today: 2009-04-22 - d�cal� 2009-04-19 - you will like this. 2009-04-19 - the drinks were weak and overpriced, but one goes there for the music 2009-04-16 - after a run, outside in the morning. 2009-04-15 - the next story is true to its uttermost detail 2009-04-12 - sunshine on new leaves 2009-04-07 - a prayer, a homesickness, no easter this year 2009-04-07 - farther along the tangent 2009-04-05 - a tangent i don't want to lose 2009-03-28 - my march garden 2009-03-24 - a recipe for happily working late at night 2009-03-23 - multitasking 2009-03-14 - oh my. 2009-03-11 - fear and grace 2009-03-10 - a problem with flowers 2009-03-07 - six things that make me happy 2009-03-06 - this is my flaw. this is beautiful. 2009-02-03 - spring holiday (iii) 2009-03-01 - spring holiday (ii) 2009-02-28 - spring holiday (i) 2009-02-27 - normalizing the abnormal 2009-02-21 - so sick 2009-02-14 - another myself 2009-02-05 - the sound is a gasp for breath that never leaves this earth, ever. 2009-02-03 - over time, it wears a person down. 2009-02-02 - robot, ghost 2009-01-31 - just watch me take these risks. 2009-01-20 - snow day 2009-01-06 - as a hyperbolic curve approaches a straight line 2008-12-28 - thick fog over snowmelt 2008-12-28 - this is starting to seem normal. 2008-12-27 - one part loss, one part no sleep, one part love, one part everything that comes after 2008-12-26 - - 2008-12-21 - stay with me, don't go anywhere 2008-12-20 - house plans for the new year 2008-12-19 - we're all trying just as hard as we can 2008-12-13 - lord knows, nothing's made to last 2008-12-12 - a wolf in the fold 2008-12-10 - the things i have to do to maintain myself 2008-12-01 - so unexpected 2008-11-29 - after thanksgiving 2008-11-24 - benjamin, you have been staring at me again 2008-11-14 - falling leaves and the falling rain 2008-11-09 - all of my friends are moving away. 2008-11-05 - a chip on the rim of the cup 2008-11-02 - playing scrabble 2008-11-01 - food and everything 2008-10-28 - - 2008-10-26 - beach retreat 2008 2008-10-22 - i am the new me 2008-10-21 - planting list 2008-10-20 - he always looks out of place, except when he's next to his wife 2008-10-19 - from cleveland with love 2008-10-10 - it is monarch migration season. 2008-10-05 - long sleeves in autumn 2008-09-24 - changing weather 2008.09.23 - 1 vend�miaire 217 2008-09-14 - around the house and in the yard 2008-08-28 - that's still me. 2008-08-27 - as simple as that 2008-08-27 - it's raining hard right now 2008-08-23 - house problems 2008-08-20 - my house is 50s housewife clean. 2008-08-18 - tabitha 2008-08-15 - - 2008-08-10 - maine, 2008 2008-07-31 - the expensive luxury of a healthy body 2008-07-28 - lux, entwined 2008-07-26 - firenze, 1999 2008-07-24 - a parakeet is a wonderful little friend. 2008-07-21 - anything can be settled for a few days, but not for longer. 2008-07-19 - less is indicated by a motion 2008-07-19 - branches broken 2008-07-18 - this black butterfly 2008-07-16 - gardening 2008-07-15 - - 2008-07-05 - everyone in the city watches a thunderstorm together 2008-06-28 - can't let it all get me down 2008-06-27 - hosta and hollyhocks. 2008-06-22 - it's just risible 2008-06-19 - short season gardens. 2008-06-11 - this is one of my favorite pictures 2008-06-11 - this used to be my bedroom 2008-06-10 - i used to live here 2008-06-07 - reduced to nonsense, all over again 2008-05-23 - moving out from under my own shadow 2008-05-21 - moonsnails and grey clouds 2008-05-18 - no cup is broken in more places and mended 2008-05-13 - nearly the best and regular window 2008-05-12 - all the section and the tea, all the stouter symmetry. 2008-05-06 - working in the garden 2008-05-04 - i take these things too personally 2008-05-03 - hold the pine, hold the dark, hold in the rush 2008-05-01 - no spring flowers. no autumn leaves. 2008-04-26 - create a stream and it flows forever 2008-04-25 - you are only an arm stretched out 2008-04-21 - new pet 2008-04-17 - sunshine, red clay, live oaks 2008-04-10 - over the roadways and the houses 2008-04-01 - bang! bang! bang! 2008-03-29 - between the buildings, a cold blue sky 2008-03-24 - comfortable 2008-03-23 - drawing moths, keeping pace with time 2008-03-21 - - 2008-03-20 - a landscape of possibility 2008-03-16 - pushkin, wearing cargo shorts 2008-03-14 - grow, flowers! grow! 2008-03-12 - after all, why not? 2008-03-09 - my husband is moving to texas in the fall. 2008-03-07 - gray clouds, an error 2008-03-05 - everything so green it might explode 2008-03-04 - - 2008-02-27 - - 2008-02-22 - - 2008-02-10 - my husband is too far away for far too long. 2008-01-20 - - 2008-01-17 - - 2007-12-18 - - 2007-12-09 - my so-called career 2007-12-04 - leaves in any breeze 2007-11-19 - - 2007-11-13 - russian fiction 2007-11-07 - cape daisies 2007-11-05 - - 2007-11-02 - i is for in the ground 2007-10-31 - h is for here now 2007-10-21 - g is for going to the beach 2007-10-15 - f is for far too far away 2007-10-07 - e is for exiguous 2007-10-05 - d is for disconnect 2007-09-28 - c is for crash and burn 2007-09-24 - b is for brain damage 2007-09-13 - a is for academe 2007-09-11 - i'll believe in anything 2007-09-09 - - 2007-09-06 - - 2007-09-03 - - 2007-09-02 - - 2007-08-26 - my new house 2007-08-25 - - 2007-08-11 - working hard for nothing, clarified 2007-08-08 - it was just so crowded and so hot 2007-08-06 - counting days on my fingers, from one up to ten 2007-08-03 - ow. 2007-07-23 - why does it always rain on me? 2007-07-18 - seriously, when? 2007-07-18 - goosebumps 2007-07-15 - minou update 2007-07-10 - minou is very sick 2007-06-13 - - hiatus - 2007-06-06 - it's unbelievable, but - 2007-05-22 - no, no, no, no, no. 2007-05-21 - on ego and living in squalor 2007-05-18 - here is the big picture 2007-05-17 - home again 2007-05-16 - this is really no fun at all. 2007-05-14 - we're hunting for a house. 2007-04-30 - i am no longer very sick or very poor 2007-04-29 - cherry blossoms 2007-04-13 - there and back, again. 2007-04-11 - so over this tumor thing 2007-04-09 - just what it is 2007-04-05 - tumor, redux 2007-04-05 - another day, another falling anvil 2007-03-27 - having nice things 2007-03-26 - - 2007-03-22 - orientation 2007-02-12 - winter night 2007-02-08 - the journal of secret scribing and hiding 2007-01-24 - (v) 2007-01-23 - (iv) 2007-01-19 - (iii) 2007-01-17 - (ii) 2007-01-16 - (i) 2007-01-12 - since we've talked, from the time before last to the last time 2007-01-09 - thank you 2007-01-03 - - 2006-12-30 - hey now now 2006-12-28 - equanimity 2006-12-13 - all sixes and sevens 2006-12-05 - thoughts at the end of a long drive 2006-11-22 - guest speaker 2006-11-14 - my words have dried up like a sabkha, like an alkali flat. 2006-11-13 - untitled (paperbacks) 2006-11-10 - to get, or to keep, or to have 2006-11-04 - - 2006-10-28 - after the wind and wet leaves 2006-10-27 - remembering when i was very ill 2006-10-20 - so tempting, to read too late 2006-10-18 - together, we embrace a thousand octobers 2006-10-16 - so many straws on the back of this camel. 2006-10-11 - walking home 2006-10-10 - a hawk over the highway 2006-10-06 - working very late on a friday night 2006-10-03 - you are fiction... 2006-10-02 - they are off to enchant the oyamel firs 2006-09-25 - there is a hole in my life that is shaped like you. 2006-09-22 - i like this: 2006-09-15 - the constellation of freckles on the back of your slender neck 2006-09-10 - chihuly at the nybg 2006-09-08 - this good life 2006-09-07 - an orange t-shirt evening 2006-09-05 - define a transparent dream 2006-08-31 - tmesis 2006-08-22 - life is unfair. 2006-08-09 - in retrospect 2006-08-06 - here is where i am 2006-08-05 - Betrachtung 2006-08-03 - heat wave II 2006-08-01 - heat wave 2006-07-27 - if the pathways of god are mysterious, the ones i take here on earth are no less incomprehensible 2006-07-20 - three things i never thought about needing... 2006-07-19 - it is so hot here - i think the cat has melted to the couch. 2006-07-15 - endless duplication of lives and objects (roethke) 2006-07-14 - this smallest art 2006-07-12 - - 2006-07-11 - arete 2006-07-10 - home again 2006-05-20 - wedding 2006-05-15 - 5 days and counting 2006-05-11 - !! 2006-05-11 - !! 2006-04-22 - the love of form is a love of endings. 2006-04-18 - even the afternoon sunshine is solid like amber 2006-04-12 - large tomes and warm weather 2006-04-10 - the force that through the green fuse drives the flower 2006-04-08 - after the rain 2006-04-02 - unmoored from whatever held your heart 2006-03-23 - we must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for our journey. 2006-03-15 - longer days and brighter mornings 2006-02-23 - radix, reason, rhizome 2006-02-18 - volando sobre el infinito mar 2006-02-15 - music from that farther room 2006-02-09 - such a waste of anything 2006-01-30 - ghost worlds 2006-01-29 - this terrible trivium 2006-01-28 - i don't want to be a stupid girl 2006-01-15 - this bright, bleak fluorescent light 2006-01-14 - try not to take it so hard 2006-01-12 - birdwatching 2006-01-11 - what is it that i do, anyway? 2006-01-08 - and also. preston singletary? very hot. 2006-01-08 - in the marsh across the way, there is golden winter grass and blue sky 2006-01-01 - happy new year! happy minou year! 2005-12-22 - lizards, omg! 2005-12-21 - miaw says the cat, in a voice that lets the neighbors know we have a cat 2005-12-20 - dear sons and daughters of hungry ghosts 2005-12-07 - cold weather and the greedy season 2005-11-29 - two days with a long commute 2005-11-27 - sunday morning 2005-11-18 - a deep reddish-orange season 2005-11-17 - a dark rain and streetlights 2005-11-12 - cold air and blue sky 2005-11-12 - holding places, marking time
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