2007-04-09 - 7:08 p.m.
just what it is
so it's not rheumatoid arthritis - or at least, i can't know that it is. the relevant serological tests have low specificity.
that was my big fear, not the big C.
i'm still...i don't know.
but i know i am racing the lifespan of my functionality, and even though i want to rush headlong into my remaining good days, i know i need to measure the hours oh-so-carefully.