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2006-01-29 - 9:15 a.m.

this terrible trivium

beholden. obliged. in this tense place between grateful and resentful, i mark time like a pendulum. i owe so much to the world that owes me so much. back and forth, marking up the tally sheet, trying to figure where i stand.

how many times will i unmask the faceless gentleman - demon of petty tasks and worthless jobs, ogre of wasted effort, monster of habit?

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