2006-01-29 - 9:15 a.m.
this terrible trivium
beholden. obliged. in this tense place between grateful and resentful, i mark time like a pendulum. i owe so much to the world that owes me so much. back and forth, marking up the tally sheet, trying to figure where i stand.
how many times will i unmask the faceless gentleman - demon of petty tasks and worthless jobs, ogre of wasted effort, monster of habit?